Few Americans, given the choice, would ever vote for someone like Hitler, Stalin, or Saddam to run our country. We hold up people like Washington, Jefferson, and Lincoln as the example of wise leadership. We hold in esteem those leaders, like Washington, who when given the chance to grasp control, to wield ultimate power instead trust the people and embrace freedom and choice. When it comes to the administration of the government, the one thing we all seem to agree on is choice. We should have some say in who is in charge, and that person in charge should listen to and care about our thoughts and opinions.
And yet, the god so many of us choose to worship on Sundays has more in common with a heavy-handed dictator like Hitler or Stalin. This god is petty, controlling, and mean. He must have everything his own way. He is a micro-manager who seems more concerned with the insignificant details of my life than he is with the evil and injustice in the world. He has a hair-trigger temper, ready at a moments notice to cast the unbeliever and backslider alike into the fiery pits of hell. We make excuses for his vengefulness like a terrified battered spouse. "Everything happens for a reason." "God is in control." "This must just be his plan for my life." So many of us willingly worship a god who is not interested in our thoughts, feelings, and opinions. We willingly submit to a god who is only interested in our unquestioning loyalty.
Thankfully, this is not the one true God. This is not the God described in the Bible. This is not the God perfectly represented in the person of Jesus. There are countless passages that illustrate how deeply God cares about our thoughts and opinions and is willing to alter his plan because of them. Genesis 18 is a great example of it. But I want to point you to a different passage. Take a look at Mark 7. Here Jesus went looking for some rest, but as always, people find him.
24 Jesus left that place and went to the vicinity of Tyre. He entered a house and did not want anyone to know it; yet he could not keep his presence secret. 25 In fact, as soon as she heard about him, a woman whose little daughter was possessed by an impure spirit came and fell at his feet. 26 The woman was a Greek, born in Syrian Phoenicia. She begged Jesus to drive the demon out of her daughter.
27 "First let the children eat all they want," he told her, "for it is not right to take the children's bread and toss it to the dogs."
28 "Lord," she replied, "even the dogs under the table eat the children's crumbs."
29 Then he told her, "For such a reply, you may go; the demon has left your daughter."
30 She went home and found her child lying on the bed, and the demon gone.
If this woman had been raised in an American church, she would have taken Jesus' first reply and slunk away disappointed, but convinced you don't question God. Instead, she calls Jesus on the carpet. She questions him. She challenges his seeming unwillingness to help her. In essence she says, "Wow Jesus. That response doesn't seem very Jesus-like."
And his response? Thou hast doubted the Great and Powerful Oz!!!! You will now burn in brimstone for eternity!!!! Of course not. He changes his mind. He takes her thoughts and feelings into account. He responds with grace and love to her rebuttal. He acknowledges that there is often more faith in questioning than there is in obedience.
This is the God we serve. A God who is loving, graceful, and merciful. Certainly he is holy and just as well. But he is not a dictator. He does not expect, nor does he desire, unquestioning blind obedience. He longs for an intimate, personal relationship. It's only through this relationship, it's only when we know him, when we understand how loving, graceful, and holy he is that we can truly obey and serve.
God loves us. God didn't let anything get in his way in his plan to redeem and restore us. But he also loves us enough to listen to us, to wrestle with us, and sometimes to alter his plans because of us.
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Monday, April 22, 2013
In faith, but not in love
I have found that the creative expression of talented people inspires and points me to truth whether that person is creating from a Christian worldview or not. In fact, I am just as likely to have an encounter with Jesus while listening to the brilliant lyrics of Eddie Vedder as I am listening to David Crowder (no disrespect to Mr. Crowder).
Such is the case after my second viewing of the recent film version of Les Miserables. I could ramble for hours about the themes of forgiveness, redemption, and the futility of violence that I see running through the story, but I won't. What struck me this time through was the character of Javert. While I would certainly call him the antagonist of the story, I would not call him the villain. In fact, as I watched him struggle and wrestle with his difficult circumstances it struck me that he had far more in common with Valjean than I had previously realized. Both men must grapple with a response that does not fit into their understanding of the world. After stealing a bag full of expensive silver from the bishop, Valjean is not only shown mercy and compassion by the bishop, but he is given his most valuable possession (silver candle sticks). Valjean expects condemnation and receives grace. After he attempts to betray the French revolutionaries, Javert's life is put into the hands of Valjean. He not only expects to be killed, but seems to want it, to think that he deserves it some how. Instead, he is released. Valjean shows Javert mercy and compassion, when what he expected was vengeance.
The two men remind me of Peter and Judas. Neither men deserve forgiveness. Both men fail, betray, and abandon Jesus. The difference between them is not what they did, but how they responded to grace, what they did with the grace, mercy and compassion of their savior. Peter repented and returned. Judas ran away and took his own life.
As I mentioned earlier, Eddie Vedder is a genius whose words speak truth to my soul. If you aren't familiar with him, pick up a Pearl Jam record and just listen. You can thank me later. But in one particularly profound song (Marker in the Sand) there is a line that reminds me of this struggle. In the song, he talks about people who are, out expanding in a faith but not in love. This is the difference between Valjean and Javert, and it's the difference between people who follow Jesus and religious people. People like Javert don't want to extend grace to others, because when it comes down to it they don't feel like they are worthy of it themselves. And that is the beauty of grace. They don't deserve it. That's what makes it so amazing. People like Valjean understand how unworthy they are of the grace they have received and make it their mission to share that same ridiculous grace with as many people as they can.
Those of us who follow Jesus, those who are attempting to live a life of faith should be out expanding. Our goal should be to reach as many people as possible with the good news. But, our motivation and our method of sharing that message has to be love. If it's just about the faith, just about the rules, just about the regulations, then we are doing it wrong. We must always remember that the good news is just that, GOOD news.
Such is the case after my second viewing of the recent film version of Les Miserables. I could ramble for hours about the themes of forgiveness, redemption, and the futility of violence that I see running through the story, but I won't. What struck me this time through was the character of Javert. While I would certainly call him the antagonist of the story, I would not call him the villain. In fact, as I watched him struggle and wrestle with his difficult circumstances it struck me that he had far more in common with Valjean than I had previously realized. Both men must grapple with a response that does not fit into their understanding of the world. After stealing a bag full of expensive silver from the bishop, Valjean is not only shown mercy and compassion by the bishop, but he is given his most valuable possession (silver candle sticks). Valjean expects condemnation and receives grace. After he attempts to betray the French revolutionaries, Javert's life is put into the hands of Valjean. He not only expects to be killed, but seems to want it, to think that he deserves it some how. Instead, he is released. Valjean shows Javert mercy and compassion, when what he expected was vengeance.
The two men remind me of Peter and Judas. Neither men deserve forgiveness. Both men fail, betray, and abandon Jesus. The difference between them is not what they did, but how they responded to grace, what they did with the grace, mercy and compassion of their savior. Peter repented and returned. Judas ran away and took his own life.
As I mentioned earlier, Eddie Vedder is a genius whose words speak truth to my soul. If you aren't familiar with him, pick up a Pearl Jam record and just listen. You can thank me later. But in one particularly profound song (Marker in the Sand) there is a line that reminds me of this struggle. In the song, he talks about people who are, out expanding in a faith but not in love. This is the difference between Valjean and Javert, and it's the difference between people who follow Jesus and religious people. People like Javert don't want to extend grace to others, because when it comes down to it they don't feel like they are worthy of it themselves. And that is the beauty of grace. They don't deserve it. That's what makes it so amazing. People like Valjean understand how unworthy they are of the grace they have received and make it their mission to share that same ridiculous grace with as many people as they can.
Those of us who follow Jesus, those who are attempting to live a life of faith should be out expanding. Our goal should be to reach as many people as possible with the good news. But, our motivation and our method of sharing that message has to be love. If it's just about the faith, just about the rules, just about the regulations, then we are doing it wrong. We must always remember that the good news is just that, GOOD news.
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